I need to get outside..

This weekend, rafting trip. First one of the year. I'm kinda nervous that once I get up there I wont want to come home. Of all the years to quite being a guide I think this one was the right one. There was hardly any snow melt/heavy rains so the rivers will be extra boney. Nobody likes a boney river. I am seriously questioning how long I can work in this type of environment. We will see....