As of late

The more I think about it, the more I want to get back into fighting or at least training again. I don't know. I just feel like Muay Thai is in my body and blood. I need it, and I don't feel like I am complete with out it. It is just such a huge fee. Damn gymns are too expensive.

these things suck

Night time dates suck for getting to know each other. They are good for getting your date drunk. Getting yourself drunk. Making out. Eating a meal. Being awkward. Trying your hardest to be funny. Being even more awkward. Not really listening. Going home feeling like a failure.

Body heat, flesh touch, breath and scent.

I used to not cuddle. Not to sleep that is. Don't get me wrong, I am probably the most affectionate person alot of people know. But I need my space for sleeping. I am also a furnace when I sleep. It could be 10 degrees outside but if I have someone sleeping next to me I need those windows open...

(aside: I realize as I am writing this that I don't even care about the subject matter and if I don't care I can't expect you to give a rats ass either)

In summation I guess what I am trying to get at is that I have met my match. I have met the one who, even as I sleep, I cannot let go of. I have never had so much fun waking up, dozing off, and waking up.

I could go on about this and other things but my mom might read this.

I am back in the city now

So I have a new place on Geary btwn Van Ness and Polk. I love my new hood...even though my heart will always be in the Lower (not upper) haight. I am still lacking a lap top so my internet time has been greatly reduced.

I also have an amazingly pretty, wonderful new girlfriend. She does hair at Edo Salon in my old hood. The first week we were dating I was flipping through a mag while on the toilet and stumbled across her picture and interview. You have no idea how cool that feels. To this day I still feel like I am dating a celeb...I would probably still feel that way had I not found the article. I'm so proud/falling for/cannot do with out my gf.

I also have a new job. I am now working at a great little ad agency in Jackson Square. Amazon Advertising. I work as the Production Assistant, I am also involved with new business and account planning. I am so stoked to be here. While I do miss riding my bike and rafting and being outside barefooted and bare chested working with such awesome people and on such great accounts makes it worth it. I feel like this could turn into one of those life altering/lessons learned/personal development experiences.

Lets see, other than that....

DreamWorld=Lots of bike dreams.

Thats it...